On January 25th, we took Whit to Primary Children's for surgery. She was scheduled at 10:30am, but we waited around until nearly 12pm before they finally came for her. The poor girl was starving. She had only had 1 bottle of apple juice at 7 am, and she was tired of waiting. It was also her nap time, which didn't make things easy. So they ended up giving her Valium to make the hand over go more smoothly...which then makes coming out of anesthesia more difficult. Handing Whit over to the Anesthesiologist was one of the hardest things I've ever done! I cried.
The surgery lasted about an hour. I could not concentrate on anything the entire time. I just prayed and prayed, and asked for angels to be with her. I did not want her to be alone! I felt like I got a minuscule glimpse into what our Heavenly Father must have gone through while the Savior was suffering. How difficult it is to watch as a child suffers!!!
After the surgery, the doctor came to talk to us. He told us that he tried to stick a prob into the hole to see how far the tunnel went, but it would barely go in. He knew it was long because it was leaking, so he thought that was very strange. After trying a few times, he decided to just cut her open and figure it out that way. He was shocked to not only find a tunnel (fistula) going to her right tonsil, but in the middle of that tunnel was a rather large cyst. It was completely unexpected. Usually there is one or the other, a tunnel or a cyst, but not both. He was able to remove the cyst and cut all of the tunnel out...and also remove her right tonsil. It was good that we did the surgery so soon, and got the cyst removed before it got any bigger!
We were supposed to be able to see Whitley 30 minutes after surgery was over. However, it took nearly 3 hours for her to come out of the anesthesia! It was nerve-racking having them tell me that they couldn't get her to wake up. Every 30 minutes they would give us an update. And every time it was "She's not waking up yet". After waiting 2 1/2 hours post surgery, they informed us that they HAD to wake her up--which they don't like to do because it can affect all sorts of things--but she wasn't coming out of it on her own. I was beginning to freak out a little at this point! They had to put wet rags on her face...and even then, she wasn't really waking up. They finally let me back (even though she wasn't fully awake) after about 3 hours of waiting....and I had to stop myself from running! The nurse didn't even have to ask if it would be Brett or I going back (only 1 of us could go). She just said, "I know mom needs to see her baby, let's get you to her!"
When I saw Whit, she was completely swollen. She had a huge bandage wrapped all the way around her neck. I started to cry because seeing her with all the cords and monitors brought back so many memories from the NICU. The nurse quickly handed her over to me and told me that Whit's stats (breathing, heart rate, etc.) kept dropping really low because they had woken her up. She needed me to keep oxygen by her face (Whit wouldn't let them strap it on her) while she was waking up. The monitors kept going off for her breathing, and every time I thought back to the NICU monitors. Whitley would wake up and pull at the cords with such anger one second, then she would be out the next. The waking up was not going well!

It took quite awhile, but finally Whit stabilized enough to let us go to a room with the oxygen. Those first few hours were horrible! The poor nurse kept rushing in and out as the monitors went off pretty steadily...she earned her pay that day! She was very sweet and understanding, and offered to sit with Whit so I could have a break. But I was not going to put Whit down for a second! I ended up staying the night, and Brett slept at the hotel. I got about 30 minutes of sleep the whole night, but it was all worth it when at about 2 am Whit started smiling and playing. She really wanted to run, but they had the IV in her foot....and she was still flying pretty high from all the drugs! She was a crack up! I should have thought ahead and videoed that part!


Whit did much better than expected (once they got her to wake up, that is!). [You can see her stitches in the picture above.] She's such a trooper to have had to go through so much already in her little life! And while she's developed a pretty healthy fear/hatred of her doctors over the past 15 months, I don't think there's any other lasting effects. For that, we are grateful!
And we're just REALLY glad it's over!!